Thursday, September 20, 2018

How to Help Fat People

Everything You know about Obesity is Wrong HuffPost


So, above is an article floating around about obesity and fat shaming.  It has a lot of very valid points and it is an attempt to move society towards being more accepting of fat people.  Anything encouraging acceptance of differences is a good thing in my book!  I'm not one to go on a fat shaming tangent and I'm a fat girl who has experienced plenty of it.  Here's the deal, you will rarely change a person in a good way by shaming them.  As a person who has been fat for most of their lives and has lived out of an identity where shame is the core, I can tell you that there is not a single time I was shamed and thought, "oh, I'm so glad they shamed me.  I'm so motivated to change now!"  Nope, the shame drove me deeper inside myself.  It piled on top of every other shaming event I had in my life and solidified all the negative things I believed about myself.  So, how do you help a fat person you love?  Here's what you do.  Model healthy living and practice acceptance.  Believe me, you will get so much further with your loved one by living out of what you believe is healthy and loving and accepting others while you do.  Let them ask you questions and bring up the topic of diet.  Practice but don't preach.     

So, what if they are not a loved one and you just want to help?  This part of the article above really caught my attention, "Acknowledging the infinite complexity of each person’s relationship to food, exercise and body image is at the center of her treatment, not a footnote to it. 'Eighty percent of my patients cry in the first appointment,' Sogg says. 'For something as emotional as weight, you have to listen for a long time before you give any advice. Telling someone, 'Lay off the cheeseburgers' is never going to work if you don't know what those cheeseburgers are doing for them.”  Amen!  Get to know the person before going after them with weight loss facts and advice unless they ask for it.  Your input will go a lot further if you take the time to get to know the person.  Instead of feeling sorry for them, looking at them with disgust, and judging the items in their grocery carts, give them a great big smile and nod of acceptance!  You do not know them and have no idea what their life circumstances are.  Weight is complicated, and it can come with all kinds of baggage.  That smile you gave at the grocery store may be just the thing someone wanting to improve their health needs to take a step toward it.  It'll go a lot further in moving them that direction than talking with your friends about their grocery cart!  I think the final note in this article sums this up well...“We all have to do our best with the body that we have,” she says. “And leave everyone else’s alone.”  I would just add, "you never know what someone has been through and why they are in the position they are in.  Kindness is always a better choice than judgment."   

I really believe that most people who are doing the shaming do so inadvertently and think they are being helpful.  They mean well.  I've read this article a dozen times in the last two days and watched responses to it.  They are as I would expect.  Some demanding acceptance and others defending their actions and behaviors towards fat people.  I also think it is important to note that shaming is not just done to fat people.  I've seen people shamed for their diet, being fit, skinny, and any number of things.  Why shame anyone?  What purpose does it serve?  If our goal is to help others, then shame should not be a tool we use.  I know this article was about a lot more than shaming fat people.  I'm not going to argue the other information in it.  I do not know enough about those things.  I do know what it is like to be fat and have a desire to lose weight.  I'm on a weight loss program myself right now.  I did not come to the decision that I needed to lose weight because someone told me I needed to or shamed me.  I came to the decision as I watched friends living healthy lives and doing things I wanted to but couldn't.  They practiced their beliefs about health and never preached.  They didn't have to.  It was because they gained my trust by accepting me and loving me where I was that I felt comfortable approaching them with questions and ultimately took steps to improve my own health.  

Helping other people feels good.  I think to be more effective we should all take shaming out of our tool box.  Not many of us know how to use it effectively anyway and we have all witnessed the pain caused from its misuse.   

Wednesday, September 19, 2018

I'm a BAD ASS

I'm a BAD ASS.  Just typing that makes me laugh.  I've been on a weight loss journey since January.  This experience has been surprising in so many ways.  First that it works!  I came to the Stronger U nutrition program with a goal to get under 300 pounds.  Never thought it would happen.  I had dealt with that number for 10+ years.  I was wrong.  It worked and a few weeks ago I went under that 300 pound mark.  I'm still in shock that it really happened!

Soon after meeting that goal my world became complete chaos.  I was surprised to discover the emotions and behaviors tied to my weight.  An onslaught of negativity and self hatred ensued.  I soon realized that traumatic experiences I thought I had long dealt with and resolved were front and center.  I was faced with two options; deal with this stuff and lose weight or quit.

Quitting was a consideration however briefly.  Normally my needs would not enter the equation as I considered my options.  I'd think about how my chaotic emotions and behaviors were affecting those around me and base my decision on the perceived impact for them.  This time was different.  I found myself considering the impact to myself more than others.  When I did this there was only one option; deal with this "stuff" and lose weight. 

As I began to deal with it I discovered that my identity has been tied in three things; fat, taking care of others (making them happy whatever the personal cost), and being a strong person.  My identity is safe.  It's been tested.  Anytime I have moved out of it I've had to quickly move right back to what is expected of me to be acceptable.  This weight loss process is messing with my identity.  It will either eliminate or change each part...At some point I hope to no longer be fat.  I am increasing self-care and that will change how I care for others.  Although I will likely remain strong that strength will look different.  Who am I when this happens?  Will the changes be acceptable to others?

Despite all the chaotic emotions and struggles with how I manage them I feel a strength growing that I've never felt before.  Somehow the fear and changes feel necessary.  I feel empowered, equipped, and determined right in the midst of fear, inadequacy, and frustration.  I can do this and I will be successful at it.  The battle is in allowing myself to be where I am, the process to play out however it needs to, and being kind to and accepting of myself as changes are made, and a "new" Marcey emerges.  I need to trust the people who love me and know that they love me enough to embrace the changes as well because they know I need them.  My coach tells me to look in the mirror and tell myself I'm a bad ass.  It's taken some convincing but I started doing that yesterday.  It makes me laugh.  I may not be a bad ass, but I can be if I want to be.  I just have to let myself.  I have to let go, deal with whatever comes up, and trust that when it is all said and done I will have the personal health and freedom I have always longed for but never believed I deserved or could attain.

So, here's to becoming a bad ass!  I'll say it until it happens or I believe it...I am a BAD ASS!